10 things I'm loving (today)

1. having a nice breeze come through the house in the evening
2. pretty flowers
3. getting homemade birthday cards in the mail
4. three hour power naps like the one tonight
5. mac 'wedge' eyeshadow
6. sitting at my kitchen table working during the day and looking out the window
7. rite-aid thrifty icecream. especially mint chip.
8. being girly. wanting to shop for clothes/shoes/makeup/nails/hair items or products
9. thinking about the 2 upcoming weddings we're attending
10. honey nut chex cereal

Mothers Day

"There is no way to be a perfect mother, and a million ways to be a good one”

my mom. sadly, she's not the perfect mom. i won't lie. if she was perfect, i would want to be just like her. but i don't. and that makes me sad but it's true. we have many differences. we don't always see things eye to eye. sometimes talking to her frustrates me. i hate it when she makes me yell. i feel that she doesn't truly understand me. i don't know if i fully understand her. she sometimes breaks my heart. i hope i never broke her heart. but despite all that has been said, i love my mom a lot. even though she makes me angry, i love her enough that i will personally go after the person who ever tries to hurt her in any way. my mom has been good to me. she means well. i want to thank her for all that she's done for me.

i love you mom.

p90x

d and i started the p90x workout routine tonight. i worked on abs and legs and back tonight. broke out in sweat after 5 minutes of ab workout. our legs are all sore from the leg and back workouts. we are determined to workout everyday for the next ninety days. i am ready.

new things

wow, sorry everybody for being absent in this blogging world. i've been feeling like i don't have much to say but because it's been awhile and for the sake of blogging, here is a new blog. finally.

1. we got a dining table. yes! so excited that we made sure we at every meal on this table instead of sitting in front of the couch. this was the very first meal made to eat on the table =)


2. snoopy showed interest in a not-red ball. wow. shocking.


3. hung out with a gay person for the very first time. he is totally awesome. what a down to earth, sweet, loving guy.


4. lastly, i think i like playing black jack =)

spring flowers

the other day we took snoop dog for a walk. we went into the contruction area near our house and walked into this cute little grassy flower patch area. i love the way the flowers grew. so random. but so cool.





i wish those flowers grew in my backyard on the grass. well maybe they are there but i can't see them because my grass is 4 feet high. who knows. i was going to pick some to bring home and put in a vase but we saw a huge bee hive in the tree above. then i just noticed bees everywhere. the last thing i wanted was to get attacked by bees.

that's the bee in the flower...

just call me rudolph...

"just call me rudolph" is what i'm going to tell everybody. two days ago i started to feel a little pain on the top of my nose.
i looked in the mirror when i had the chance.
there wasn't any visible bump...
but there was redness.
i knew exactly what it meant when i saw it.
pain upon touching and redness was a big sign.
it was going to be a huge one.
i tried to prevent it from bursting out by putting whatever ointment i have on the area.
that didn't work.
because now i can see it poking out.
its redder than ever.
and it'll soon be visible from 50 feet away.
and all i keep wondering is "why the nose." why not attack my forehead or cheek again. the nose is worst.
because now everybody can call me rudolph. and that's what i'll be until it goes away.

marley and me

oh how i love this movie. i think i cried like i cried watching the notebook. and i cried pretty hard watching the notebook. what can i say. i get really sensitive about dogs. such a doggy lover. by the end of the movie i was squeezing snoopy and telling him that he will never leave me EVER. gotta read the book now.